Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Omega

Don’t you hate endings? I have, actually. I feel dejected when my day ends. I feel sad every time my time with my love one ends, wishing I had more time with her. I feel impassive every time a year passes away. Every time a party ends, it’s kind of sad driving homebound. The end just makes me lonely for one reason or another. But that’s before. It’s different now. Sadness happens every time everything comes to an end because of how we make it, actually. We are the reason why dejection happens every time the sun sets. If we make the most of the trimester, course card distribution, which will technically end the period, wouldn't be scary. If we tried our best to work out a relationship, there will be no reason for us to really torment if it ends. If we live our lives in His way, we wouldn't be scared of dying, coz after all, we can be sure that we will meet Him and that is just the greatest thing that could ever happen to a person. Endings are not actually the worst part of a time, of someone, or of a relationship. It is there to say what enough is. It is there to cue when to stop and reflect. Endings are actually there to set us in motion, fresh to begin another phase. A year is about to end again. A trimester is about to end to some. A relationship maybe is about to end. Do you think you’re going to end it sadly? Or do you think a greater part of you is going to end it smiling, reminiscing those good things that have happened to you, thinking of the good things you’ve done, and reflecting all the good things you’ve learned, contented because you’ve done your best? Whatever our answers are, we still have time to end these present things in a better way and spend a new phase proud of what we have done and what we have become. Let’s spend our time in the most productive way. Let’s try to do things that will last and will be remembered by the people around us. Let’s be consistent in doing what’s good to our lover or just anyone around us even if they are doing the opposite. Let’s make them feel who they really are for us... and who we are. Let’s do the best we can every time on every thing, so we could face the ends without anxiety and have it smiling and proud.